Cards (16)

  • when is was young, there seemed to be never a childbirth, or a burst appendix, or any other drastic physical event that did not occur simultaneously with a snowstorm

    the narrators childhood was tumultuous big important life events always occurred when there was bad weather
  • there must have been a cloud around that word...
    (metaphor) obscurity and a desire to hide her diagnosis
  • the relationship between us was always 'unsettled'
    (adjective) there was a level of instability and it was never the same and always varied
  • i was not myself
    so who do you think you are then
    think again
    short paragraphs- she looses her identity and sense of self as a result of her illness
  • something was taking a hold of me
    (personification) further emphasise how she is being controlled by it (her illness)
  • the more is chased the thought away the more it came back
    constantly returns despite the Narrator wanting to forget it
  • because of madness
    an overbearing all consuming feeling and not knowing why it is there
  • could be lying right beside me there in the night
    (personification)(personification)
    the feeling of wanting to murder her sister is described as a companion who will not leave her alone
  • all intensely black
    where there was suddenly darkness everywhere 

    expressing her feelings of loneliness
    symbolises her being lost and doubtful she doesn't know what to do next
  • so absurd
    absurd
    the repetition of absurd- trying to convince herself that murdering her sister is a strange and unreasonable thought
    weird peculiar + illogical
    emphasis
  • twentieth or the twelfth or only the eighth or the ninth that i had gotten up and walked 

    (polysyndeton of or ) she is aimlessly wondering, disoriented by her lack of sleep
  • dark work pants, the next thing to overalls but not quite, and dark, rough shirt and boots 

    Masculine ad powerful, mysterious and suspicious figure
    associated with obscurity, both hiding secrets but both confronting each other
  • the possibilities that had once inhabited...taking up the corners everywhere

    murderous thoughts expanding and filling up the whole how the feeling was inescapable
    it was everywhere all the time
  • handgun in the desk drawer
    very protective and capable of violence
  • Ether they gave you in the hospital
    as an excuse to prevet feelings of wrong
    he used the physical illness and operation
  • "people have those thoughts sometime" dad
    casual, nonchalant attitude towards his daughters confession
    lying to his daughter so she will not uncover his secretive actions
    or he is trying to comfort her
    there is evil in this world (set during WWII)