when is was young, there seemed to be never a childbirth, or a burst appendix, or any other drastic physical event that did not occur simultaneously with a snowstorm
the narrators childhood was tumultuous big important life events always occurred when there was bad weather
there must have been a cloud around that word...
(metaphor) obscurity and a desire to hide her diagnosis
the relationship between us was always 'unsettled'
(adjective) there was a level of instability and it was never the same and always varied
i was not myself
so who do you think you are then
think again
short paragraphs- she looses her identity and sense of self as a result of her illness
something was taking a hold of me
(personification) further emphasise how she is being controlled by it (her illness)
the more is chased the thought away the more it came back
constantly returns despite the Narrator wanting to forget it
because of madness
an overbearingall consuming feeling and not knowing why it is there
could be lying right beside me there in the night
(personification)(personification)
the feeling of wanting to murder her sister is described as a companion who will not leave her alone
all intensely black
where there was suddenly darkness everywhere
expressing her feelings of loneliness
symbolises her being lost and doubtful she doesn't know what to do next
so absurd
absurd
the repetition of absurd- trying to convince herself that murdering her sister is a strange and unreasonable thought
weird peculiar + illogical
emphasis
twentieth or the twelfth or only the eighth or the ninth that i had gotten up and walked
(polysyndeton of or ) she is aimlessly wondering, disoriented by her lack of sleep
dark work pants, the next thing to overalls but not quite, and dark, rough shirt and boots
Masculine ad powerful, mysterious and suspicious figure
associated with obscurity, both hiding secrets but both confronting each other
the possibilities that had once inhabited...taking up the corners everywhere
murderous thoughts expanding and filling up the whole how the feeling was inescapable
it was everywhere all the time
handgun in the desk drawer
very protective and capable of violence
Ether they gave you in the hospital
as an excuse to prevet feelings of wrong
he used the physical illness and operation
"people have those thoughts sometime" dad
casual, nonchalant attitude towards his daughters confession
lying to his daughter so she will not uncover his secretive actions