catrin

• I can remember you child
• Hot white room
• Window watching
• Turn at the traffic lights
• First fierce confrontation
• Tight red rope of love which we both fought over
• Square environmental blank disinfected
• Words coloured the clean squares
• Wild tender
• Struggle to become separate
• Neither won nor lost the struggle
• Glass tank clouded with feelings
• still I am fighting
• Bringing up from the hearts pool that old rope tightening around my life trailing love and conflict
• as you ask may you skate in the dark for one more hour