Raymond Antrobus was born in 1986 to an English mother and a Jamaican father
Raymond Antrobus grew up in Hackney, East London
The poem 'Jamaican British' was published in 2018
Duality
Straddling different identities and belonging to two different worlds
The anthology 'Edexcel Belonging' explores the theme of identity and belonging, especially for mixed-race poets
Jamaica was colonized by England and there is a history of violent oppression and a slave trade
There is also a richness of Jamaican and English culture that has been exchanged between the two countries
Raymond Antrobus was born deaf and did not have his deafness diagnosed until the age of 7
Antrobus learned to 'pass' as a hearing person in his early years
Antrobus uses poetry to channel his interior emotions as a deaf writer
Antrobus states that 'poetry was a way for me just to write what my truth was'
Jamaican British
Reflects the speaker's mixed-race identity and heritage, straddling between Jamaican and British cultures
The speaker is annoyed that people deny his Jamaican British identity
They try to force stereotypical labels onto him based on his appearance
The repetition of 'Jamaican British' shows the speaker's constant preoccupation with understanding their mixed-race identity
The speaker is mixed race and finds it difficult to be placed in one identity versus another
The speaker is annoyed
Because people are saying they're not Jamaican British, they're denying this
The verb 'deny' highlights the ignorance of these people who try to define and label the speaker by stating what they're not
The repetition of the poem's title 'Jamaican British' shows the speaker's constant obsession and preoccupation with understanding their mixed race identity and heritage
People rely on racist stereotypical labels to judge the speaker, like having an 'English nose' and 'straight hair'
The speaker finds these restrictive labels denying one half of their identity
The short sentences represent the ignorant blunt manner in which people speak to the speaker and define them
The speaker is trying to reclaim their identity and have autonomy, but people aren't listening
The speaker is contrasting their two different racial identities, which live separately but both within them
The speaker is being forced to choose between their Jamaican or British identity
The speaker reflects on derogatory racist labels used for mixed race people during slavery, like 'half-caste' and 'house slave'
The speaker feels conflicted, as they don't completely embody all the ideals associated with their more privileged white side
Jamaican dishes
jerk chicken
plantain
The speaker is proud of their Jamaican identity, especially the food
There is a history of conflict between the British colonial masters and the Jamaican slaves, which is woven into the speaker's identity
The speaker went through a phase of rejecting their Jamaican side and only wanting to be seen as British
The speaker's Jamaican father understands the complexity of grappling with two sides of one's identity
The speaker's father tells them they can't love one side and hate the other, as that's impossible
When the speaker goes to Jamaica with a British passport, they can't escape their dual identity
The speaker's Jamaican cousins call them 'jar English', mixing both their Jamaican and English heritage
The speaker reflects on the sacrifices and service Jamaicans have made to Britain, which is part of their heritage
The speaker struggles to reconcile their complicated mixed race heritage and identity
The speaker accepts their mixed race heritage, even if it is painful to reconcile their Jamaican and British sides