What was Lil Nas X's top song and when did it come out?
2019 country rap single "Old Town Road"
The longest-running number-one song since the U.S. Billboard Hot 100's 1958 inception
When did Lil Nas X come out as gay?
June 2019
What is Lil Nas X known for?
Making controversial music videos - seen in Call Me By Your Name and J Christ
Lil Nas X uses his music videos to express himself and his beliefs
Lil Nas X challenges the norms and beliefs of other people
Lil Nas X is now openly gay in the hip-hop community which has historically been known to be heteronormative and homophobic
The song 'Sun Goes Down'
Released in May 2021 as part of Lil Nas X's debut album 'Montero'
The 'Sun Goes Down' music video has over 45 million views on YouTube - not that good in comparison to his other M/Vs which get over 100M views
In his tweet about the 'Sun Goes Down' music video, Lil Nas X talks about how it's about the younger version of him who's struggling inside, hates himself and doesn't want to live
Aims of the 'Sun Goes Down' music video
Express his past self in comparison to who he is now
Show how much he has grown as an artist and a person
Challenge stereotypes about being gay and black in the hip-hop industry
Themes in the 'Sun Goes Down' music video
Self-hatred
Bullying
Acceptance
Representation of Lil Nas X meditating
Represents him being at peace with himself where he has fully accepted his identity and doesn't consider it as something he hates, rejects or questions anymore - a development from his past self
Lil Nas X using intertextual references to his past music videos
Promotes his past work and achievements
Establishes connection between works
Reflects on his journey to who he is now and what 'made' him
Nod to loyal fans
Lil Nas X skipping past the Panini music video when looking at his past self
The Panini music video was an example where Lil Nas X conformed to expectations and stereotypes, he pursues a woman despite being gay and showcases a heteronormative reality
Panini was also where Lil Nas X is seen as very powerful and controlling whereas Sun Goes Down he shows his vulnerability
Shows that he has moved on from the past where he had to hide his identity
Lil Nas X's past self questioning his own physical features asking 'Was I too dark?'
Demonstrates his past internalised racism, where he wishes he wasn't black due to how people would bully him, constantly pushing him to have suicidal thoughts
Conforms to the stereotype of how black people are constantly bullied and made fun of for how they look
Lil Nas X makes a statement about issues surrounding racism and discrimination as these are still prevalent in society and that bullying in itself is a serious problem leading to detrimental mental health
Lil Nas X showcasing his past self praying in his own room which is shaped like a church, distraught and asking God to 'take these gay thoughts away from him'
Expresses the difficulties of being gay and religious which don't mix together
Explores Lil Nas X's lack of belonging as stereotypically many African-Americans tend to be Christian
Lil Nas X being in several communities where his true identity isn't tolerated
His past self is praying to take his identity away from him in order to fit into what the communities he's in wants, Lil Nas X is on his knees almost as though he's begging, showing how he is desperate and rejecting his identity
His current self is sat on the bed, not praying showing how he now doesn't feel the need to pray since he has accepted who he is
Lil Nas X creating a representation of the teenage American high school experience
Use of doodles everyone recognises, stan twitter, varsity jacket and lockers
Stereotypical representation of the American high school experience
Depiction of what Lil Nas X has to experience growing up and would link to his audience's own experience since they would also be American
By having something that is easily recognisable and a common ground between Lil Nas X and his audience, makes his music video more real and genuine, Lil Nas X is showing his most true and vulnerable self
Audience is able to share in these past experiences, Lil Nas X makes it known that no one is alone in experiencing what he did
Lil Nas X showcasing a prom scene where he is overwhelmingly surrounded by heterosexual couples
This reflects the state of the hip-hop community where it is all about heteronormativity
We can see Lil Nas X's discomfort and isolation as he feels as though he doesn't belong to the community before him
Lil Nas X is seen leaving the prom area and crying in the toilet stalls, close-up shot of him crying
Stereotypical portrayal of American high school where the toilet is commonly seen as a place for someone to hide away - shared experiences to the audience who may have experienced this too
We witness the pain of Lil Nas X as he feels as though he doesn't belong at prom and doesn't fit in with everyone else
Throughout the music video we see two versions of Lil Nas X: his past self, and his current self acting like a pseudo guardian angel
Two versions represent how far Lil Nas X has come in terms of accepting his identity
His current self sings words of encouragement to his past self, and by the end they walk out together indicating how Lil Nas X has accepted himself and is ready to face the world as he is