1)' Cupid himself would blush to see me thus transformed to a boy '
Insecure about how she doesn't look lady-like = not fully comfortable around Lorenzo but is running away with him - rushed due to her being desperate
Noun ' Cupid ' - holds traditional and romantic view of love + is gullible about how it love is but in reality , it isn't perfect and magical .
2)' Descend , for you must be my torch-bearer '
Immediately giving her a servant job - women always controlled by men even though he loved her
Modal verb ' must ' - no other option since it's traditional so she can't escape it and be truly free from men's control .
3)' gild myself with some more ducats , and be with you straight '
verb ' gild ' - to cover in gold - Similar to her dad - taking more money which she doesn't need = greedy
Doesn't care about Shylock's well-being by not sparing him any money - doesn't care how much she damages him economically due to them not having a close relationship anyways - he always chose money over her .
