When Filipinos and Americans stand together, Americans are often perceived more favorably due to their skin color
A Filipino man offered his umbrella to keep the author dry, prioritizing the young woman he was accompanying because of her white skin
The man was not holding the umbrella above me. He was holding the umbrella above my whiteness.: 'Laurel Fantauzzo'
They were brown and they were damp. I was pale and I was dry.: 'Laurel Fantauzzo'
Upon arriving in the Philippines, the author's mixed nationalities sparked interest among those they encountered, but once they set foot in Manila, they were perceived simply as a white individual
The author was granted advantages that come with being perceived as white, including financial stability, dependability, and assurance of equitable treatment
Experiences at Greenbelt Mall and an exclusive university campus
At Greenbelt Mall, Filipinos around them were being hurried along by employees despite only spending 40 pesos at a cafe and using their wifi for hours
At the university campus, the guard tipped their hat and allowed them entry without signing in on the logbook, and they were able to enter a restricted area in a theater without question
White privilege
Filipinos' hospitable nature is sometimes misconstrued as subservience to those with lighter skin
White and foreign individuals are often granted more power and consideration than Filipinos
Those they encountered were perceived simply as a white individual once they set foot in Manila, a new experience for them as they had never before been granted the advantages that come with being perceived as white, including financial stability, dependability, and assurance of equitable treatment
Experiences of white privilege in Manila
Being hurried along by employees at Greenbelt Mall despite only spending 40 pesos
Guard tipping their hat and allowing entry without signing in at an exclusive university campus
Guards letting them pass without question when entering a restricted area in a theater
Societal status based on color and white privilege
Filipinos' hospitable nature is sometimes misconstrued as subservience, and Filipinos often prioritize the needs and desires of white individuals over their own, perpetuating the cycle of white privilege
White and foreign individuals are often granted more power and comfort than their Filipino counterparts
The author was perceived as a "mestiza" because she spoke English, had black hair and a pale face, and was thought to look like a ruler of Spanish or American descent
The author's mother was a scholar at Ateneo de Manila University and received grants and scholarships which none of the middle to lower class in the Philippines ever get to see
The author's physical appearance and status
Guards and drivers in the Philippines thought she should be eating somewhere more lush
The author's relatives in a working-class neighborhood in Tandang Sora were looking for ways to become Overseas Filipino Workers to escape the criminally small wages in the Philippines
The author often finds extra charges being made to her bills, which she calls "dayuhan tax" - the extra cost for the postcolonial privileges of her face
Western expats vent their frustrations with the Philippines to the author, whether it's the traffic, poor customer service, or corruption
The author finds herself bored and confused, opting to stay in her room and watch the subtitles on the local music, Myx, as a way to familiarize herself with the Filipino language
The author watched an advertisement that promotes a whitening soap and saw an actress dressed like the blackface of her people
The author attended a party in Forbes Park, a wealthy neighborhood in Manila, and was confronted with a stark contrast when witnessing the workers waiting outside
Barred mansions
Symbolizes the barriers to privilege
The author acknowledges their tendency to recognize the differences between their own life and the lives of those less fortunate but sometimes chooses to dismiss these differences to preserve their sense of comfort or to have success in the face of others'
Despite their advantages, the author grapples with the question of how to make space for everyone, regardless of social standing
The author's refusal of special treatment through a taxi reflects a moment of self-awareness and humility, demonstrating a recognition of their privilege and a desire to not exploit it at the expense of others
Laurel Fantauzzo is Filipino-Italian by ethnicity but was born in the United States and has lived in Brooklyn and Iowa
Laurel Fantauzzo wrote the essay "Under My Invisible Umbrella" and won the prestigious Carlos Palanca Memorial Award
Tone
Upbeat and fast, shifts tenses from past to present to convey immediacy, narrative and conversational, uses some Filipino phrases
Filipino values present in the story
Strong family ties, hospitality
Lawrence Lacambra Ypil grew up in Cebu, Philippines, and has been involved in writing communities in Asia and the diaspora
Rhythm and flows
Features of urban life, the pacing, movement, and flows of activity in a city
Present tense
A distinct feature used by Ypil to create a sense of immediacy to the experience
Modernization
The spatial production of modernity, modernity physicalized and concretized, the city as a magnanimity of rational thought
Urbanization
A movement to achieve the modern
Modernism
How intellectuals, philosophers, and artists respond to modernity; a way of characterizing and representing modern life
The essay's structure
1. Section 1: Comparing Singapore and Cebu
2. Section 2: Story of a situation in a hawker center
3. Section 3: The film "80km/h" and the idea of capturing movement
4. Section 4: A Filipino writer's experiences moving to Southeast Asia
Significance of the title
Highlights the differences between the two cities and the experiences of their different residents, the "rhythm" or daily activities, sounds, and smells that occur within each city