We learned to whisper almost without sound. In the semidarkness we could stretch out our arms, when the aunts weren’t looking, and touch each others hands across space
There’s a rug on the floor, oval, of braided rags. This is the kind of touch they like: folk art, archaic, made by women, in their spare time, from things that had no further use.
A Sister, dipped in blood
It’s the red dress she [Rita] disapproves of , and what it stands for. She thinks I may be catching , like a disease or any form of bad luck
I heard rita say to cora that she wouldn’t debase herself like that
Its not that bad. Its not what you’d call hard work
The different types of mischief our bodies, like unruly children can get up to
Fraternise means to act like a brother. Luke told me that. He said there was no corresponding word that meant to behave like a sister
She wanted me to feel that I could not come into the house unless she said so. There is push and shive, these days over such toeholds.
I wanted her to turn into an older sister, a motherly figure, someone who would understand and protect me
Janine looks at me, then around the corners of her mouth there is the trace of a smirk. She glances down to where my own belly lies flat
We put our hands over our hearts to show these stranger women that we feel with them in their loss.
the only danger was from others. Some were believers and might report us
She looked disgusting: weak, squirmy, blotchy, pink, like a newborn mouse. None of us wanted to look like that
Luke’s wife, whom I’ve also never seen; only pictures and a voice on the phone
Even at her age she feels the urge to wreathe herself in flowers…you can’t use them anymore, you’re withered. They’re the genital organs of plants.
Leave it for the next woman the one who comes after me to find
Envy radiates from them,I can smell it, faint wisps of acid, mingled with their perfume
You wanted a women’s culture…Be thankful for small mercies
I often amused myself this way, with small mean-minded bitter jokes about her
Goddesses are possible now
if Moira thought she could create Utopia by shutting herself up in a women-only enclave she was sadly mistaken
I didn’t know many of the neighbours
It’s more like a telegram, a verbal semaphore. Amputated speech
we are cronies, this could be a kitchen table, it could be a date we are discussing, some girlish strategem of ploys and flirtation