"I was in that state when a chap could easily turn nasty" but "she didn't want me to go in"
- 'state' implies irresponsibility, does not articulate clearly, guilt?
- 'chap' informal, archaic noun- choice, trying to play down his actions showing youth (interpretive 'chapped' breaks/cracks) JUXTAPOSES HIS SPEECH OF EVA BEING ABLE TO GET HIGHER WAGES...completing contradicting himself and deceives himself
- has not yet fully accepted his actions as he cannot even bring himself to communicate it which links back to the lack of communication in his family
- adverb 'easily' suggests how he tries to make it sounds less serious, possibly qualities from his parents
- PERHAPS EVA DID NOT WANT TO GO BACK TO ERIC OR TAKE HIS MONEY OR MARRY HIM AND INSTEAD COMMIT SUICIDE BECAUSE OF HOW HE TREATED HER