Chapter 28

Cards (21)

  • “from the outside I must look like a cocoon, a spook, face enshrouded like this”
  • “if I were Moira I could do it without a screwdriver. I’m not Moira.”
  • if Moira thought she could create a utopia by shutting herself in a women-only enclave she was sadly mistaken. Men were not just going to go away, I said. You couldn't just ignore them.
  • I said I was in love. She said that was no excuse. Moira was always more logical than I am.
  • “She was still my oldest friend. Is.”
  • “It was after the catastrophe, when they shot the President and machine-gunned the Congress and the army declared a state of emergency. They blamed it on the Islamic fanatics, at the time.”
  • “That was when they suspended the Constitution. they said it would be temporary. There wasn't even any rioting in the streets
  • There wasn't even an enemy you could put your finger on.
  • “Newspapers were shut censored and some were closed down, for security reasons they said.”
  • “In some strange way [Moira] was gleeful, as if this was what she’d been expecting for some time and now she’d been proven right.”
  • “Hush, he said. He was still kneeling on the floor. You know I’ll always take care of you. I thought, already he’s starting to patronize me.”
  • The Pornomarts were shut [...] no longer any Feels on Wheels vans and Bun-Dle Buggies circling the square
  • It's not valid, he repeated obstinately. See that red light? Means it's not valid. [...] See? he said again, still with that smile, as if he knew some private joke he wasn't going to tell me.
  • All they needed to do is push a few buttons. We're cut off.
  • There were marches, of course, a lot of women and some men. But they were smaller than you might have thought.
  • “I didn’t go on any of the marches. Luke said it would be futile and I had to think about them, my family
  • “I started doing more housework, more baking. I tried not to cry at mealtimes.”
  • Adolescents are such prudes.
  • “That night, after I’d lost my job, Luke wanted me to make love. Why didn’t I want to? Desperation along should have driven me.
  • “He doesn’t mind this, I thought. He doesn’t mind at all. Maybe he even likes it. We are not each other’s, any more. Instead, I am his.”
  • It’s outrageous, one woman said, but without belief. What was it about this that made us feel we deserved it?