“from the outsideI must look like a cocoon, a spook, face enshrouded like this”
“if I were Moira I could do itwithout a screwdriver.I’m not Moira.”
if Moira thought she could create a utopiaby shutting herself in a women-only enclaveshe was sadly mistaken.Men were not just going to go away, I said. You couldn't just ignore them.
I said I was in love.She said that was no excuse.Moira was always more logical than I am.
“She was still my oldest friend.Is.”
“It was after the catastrophe, when they shot the President and machine-gunned the Congressand the army declared a state of emergency.They blamed it on the Islamic fanatics, at the time.”
“That was when they suspended the Constitution.they said it would be temporary.There wasn't even any rioting in the streets
There wasn't even an enemyyou could put your finger on.
“Newspapers were shut censoredand some were closed down, for security reasons they said.”
“In some strange way [Moira] was gleeful, as if this was what she’dbeen expecting for some timeand now she’d been proven right.”
“Hush, he said.He was still kneeling on the floor.You know I’ll always take care of you.I thought, already he’s starting to patronize me.”
The Pornomarts were shut [...] no longer any Feels on Wheels vans andBun-Dle Buggies circling the square
It's not valid, he repeated obstinately.See that red light? Means it's not valid. [...] See? he said again, still with that smile, as if he knew some private joke he wasn't going to tell me.
All they needed to do is push a few buttons.We're cut off.
There were marches, of course, a lot of women and some men.But they were smaller than you might have thought.
“I didn’t go on any of the marches.Luke said it would be futileand I had to think about them, my family
“I started doing more housework, more baking.I tried not to cry at mealtimes.”
Adolescents aresuch prudes.
“That night, after I’d lost my job, Luke wanted me to make love.Why didn’t I want to? Desperation along should have driven me.
“He doesn’t mind this, I thought.He doesn’t mind at all.Maybe he even likes it.We are not each other’s, any more.Instead, I am his.”
It’s outrageous, one woman said, but without belief. What was it about this that made us feel we deserved it?